Today was not as good as I wish it would have been. I was hoping Shannon was going to be coming home, but no isn't happening. My evening was a very sad evening. His actions has caused me lots of stress and pain. At times I do wonder if it is worth it and if I will ever love him. I hope he has learned that his actions affect more than just him, they affect me, my son and his daughter. Now he might lose his daughter that he fought very hard to get 50/50 custody. In the end everything works out for a reason.

Hope everyone had a good term.

The weekend was not a good weekend. Spent the whole weekend by myself, so I was bored. Today was a great day! I started my day off with seeing Shannon, then my son and I went out to lunch at TGIF in Madison, after lunch we went to the movies. On the way home got a call from Shannon's sister and she was going to be getting Shannon's daughter so we met them at the park for a few hours. Now home and just chilling for the night. Waiting for WWE Raw to come on. One of Colton's favorite shows. I will never understand that show, it's so fake but they have more fans then any other sport. Hope this week is a good week for Colton in school. So far the first three days were good and he likes his teacher this year. :) Have a good week everyone.

I am all done canning for know I believe. Finished up the salsa yesterday, only thing that might be left to do is tomato sauce. Our Amish friends have given us a recipe for it, but we need to go up to their store to buy a product to but in it.
Two more days and my son will be starting school. Where did the summer go? Feels like we have done nothing, because it has gone by so fast. I remember when I was younger the summer seemed to take forever and now the months fly by so fast.
If everything goes well in court on Thursday my bf will be coming home. I can't wait. I seems like he has been gone a lot longer than a month and half. Then we just wait for the next court date and hope that one goes just as well.

I had a great day yesterday. I got to spend the day with my Grandma and she taught me how to make Elderberry jelly. Now I can try it all on my own. I am also learning how to do a lot of canning this year. I have done pickles, pepper butter, dilly beans and next is salsa and tomato sauce and maybe some other kinds of jelly. Can't wait should be fun, I hope. Today, I finally get a chance to do some school work while my dad has my son, and tonight I get to go visit Shannon. It has been a very long week and glad it's Friday. Tomorrow I am thinking about taking my son to the horse polls and truck pulls at the fair. Hopefully the weather is good.

My little guy went with his dad today to polish the semi up for the big truck show in Waupun, WI. Unfortunately it started to rain and the night parade got cancelled. He is going back tomorrow for the whole day. Boys and their trucks/semis. Wonder if I'll ever get him to leave?

Stac

I am so sick of people who are adults and act like they are in high school. Just because you are unhappy doesn't mean you should try to ruin other peoples lives and marriages. Wish people would so grow up and mind their own life. I wonder why I never trust anyone in my life and why I like to have just a few good friends. I don't need a lot of people in my life to be happy. I don't want any drama in my life. Been there done that and no thank you never again.

Hi, I had a great weekend. My son and I went up north with some friends. Spent the day out on the lake swimming and water tubing. Colton (my son) tried knee boarding for the first time. He did really good for never doing it be for. He didn't get to far, but at least he tried. On the way back we went rock jumping. Wonder if we will catch up on our sleep. It takes a lot of you. I hope everyone has a great week.

Stac

Hello Everyone,

I hope you all are having a good week. Mine hasn't been to bad. I spent yesterday (wed) at the pool with my son. Had a blast. It has be humid here in Wisconsin so what a better place to be than the pool. Today (thurs) my new carpet came for my living room. It is like getting a new room. Now my house can be back to normal. My boyfriend has moved to another jail waiting for trail because he was revoked on probation. I just want him home. All of this can not be done soon enough for me. I have never had to deal with any of this before so it can be stressful at times. One day at a time. I hope everyone has a great weekend. See you all in class.

Stac

Hello Everyone,

What a weekend. I got to go with my dad to Arkansas to look at a dog. Long ride, we went down and came right back home. Left Friday night at 9:30pm and got back Saturday at 2:00am. I got to see some awesome sites.

And today(Sunday) I got to see my boyfriend even tho he is still in jail. :( If things go good he should he back home in Sept. As sad as it is to say I think this was a good thing for us. It gives us a chance to realize what we really want in life. We write back and forth every day which is letting us get to know each other on a different level. Do we ever really know someone?

Spent the day at the pool with my son. Had a blast and got sun burned, all part of being at the pool. I came home to see that I got his registration papers for school. I can not believe that school will be starting in a month. Were does the time go? He will be in third grade. Growing up way to fast, before I know it he will be in middle school, then high school, then college and I'll never see him. When they are born we can't wait for them to grow up and start doing things on there own and then when they do start growing up we wish they were little again. We never win as parents do we?

My week was not a good one. I thought my boyfriend was going to be getting out of jail next week, but nope his PO lied to him and now he sits til he gets his prison sentence. He has already been to prison and that was before I started dating him. He has changed so much and now a DUI is sending him back. No one said life was fair. Other than that I have started painting my livingroom and putting up new trim so next week I get new carpet.

Hi Everyone,

This is my first blog. I am on facebook, but don't really write on there. Every once in a while I do. Lately I haven't been on there much, way to much drama for me. I am a simple life kinda girl. I don't know what to do for a topic. I have a few ideas, but I haven't narrowed it down yet.

Stac